Life

Hi all,

Well these couple of months have been hard .. from uni work n social life ...
When u expect someone to be there they are either there or are not available ..
Is it right to feel bad when someone is there to listen to you, says that they will help, but no outcome is given ....
I have mixed feelings ... i don't actually know how i feel .. which is depressing
But i know that sooner or later something good will happen n give me a little time to enjoy myself..
I have people who i extremely care about in my life, im grateful to have them and to know them, and they have a special place in my heart .. I hope they know that and that i have a special place in there heart...

Just a small advice .. never let something or someone let you down .. its not worth it since ur way better than that

Love you all,
Tamy

Why???

Why is something so important to u .. is something so simple to other ...
Something emotional to you is nothing to them ...
Why do they act that way ... it hurts so much ...
And why the simple stupied reasons that arent true either way ...

Why dosent anyone understand me and share my feeling ...
The only place i feel alive at .. i cant even go to ...
This is so unfair ... i hate this .. i head is hurting so much ...

Why should i always please them and they dont do the same back to me ...
Its not fair ... Why do we have to go through so much drama and pain in our lifes ..
Just let me go on my own if u dont wanna come with me ....

If this is how it feels ... i dono what to do ... its horrible ...
I wanna go there ... i wanna be in the only place i feel alive at .. why cant i go ... its my only free days ... no feeling at allll ... i hate them .... I HATE THEM ALLLL ...

Life is horrible ....

16-01-08

A new year...
Some many sad hurting feelings havent been solved yet ...
Life is so unwonderful ... but some times its turns around becoming so wonderful creating a hug smile on the persons face ...

Why is it so hard to become creative when designing? ...
well tomorrow is another day .. we should expect anything would happen ...

Well next time i will post some websites for anyone who wants to watch anime online ^^

Cya ... take care
bye

Horrible Week (-_-)

This week has the worst ever ....
First im behind in my studies and do really bad in 3 midterms ...
Then a car door closes on my had causing 3 fingers to hurt so much that it made me cry like i haven't for a very long time ...
And then while leaving from my grandmothers house ... I trip and that happened in front of my big brother and hurt both of my legs to the extent that one was bleeding .... and both my hands hurts know ...
I feel like everything is turing against me ... and also im sick with the flue .....

Sheeesh what more can happen ....
I hope things turn to better .. i really need to do great at uni and get good grades ...

Take care everyone ...
May u all have a peaceful life ...

Friends do they change?

Friends are they always the same ... no they change ... sometime even come back to who there where before ... some of them u cant even know who they are when ur with them ... u always wish that special friend who u can talk to and say anything to is always there and will never change ... but thats never true .. but also it is true is the same time .. but when doubt comes the human body become so alone and away from everything that could make it joyful again for some time ... until the friend or the person its self relizes that nothing actually changes in that other people ...
Life is frustrating some time .. or even many times .. but we all have to go thought it .. but when some one gose thought something that no one else have never gone thought ... that human would go for the first person who is very close to them .. and that is the friend who is like a sister or brother to them ... well this just a thought i have to get out of my mindtc all ...

Normal day

Hi everyone ..
well normal day it is .. get up from bet .. get me something to drink .. then join my laptop for designing .. i havent done anything XD its been almost 2 weeks .. i need to get into the mood .. i hope today is the day ..
If i really get into the mood .. i will post what i did here ... hehe ..

tc all ... cya later .. bye ^^

Done with uni

Well im done with uni for know .... im going to start again in 3 weeks ... but its so boring .. well i should try to make the best of it ... im trying really i am ... but not having friends around isnt so much fun ... oh well .. im trying to design a collection of cards and T-Shirts to sell .. i hope i could do it within these 3 weeks ...

And i have a cap collection really funcky ... maybe i will take phots of them and show it all of you .. but its still not done ... just a couple are a 100 % done ...

HAHA ... i sacred my horse wademeeh today ... i dont think she liked that because she was running and didnt come back to me ... oh well ...

This is my baby horse she is 1 month old ... isnt she cute ... i went to see her .. and she is lovely .. she has turned out different than our other horses .. she is Chestnut and all of our horses are Bay .. so it was really great mostly to me to have a horse like her .. and she is going to turn out to a lovely horse ...

anyways good night everyone ... have a great summer ... bye